Church was good today. It seems like Natalia and I spent majority of time in the mothers' room. Part of me wondered why even stay at church, but that was wrong thinking. I think I let myself stress too much when we're somewhere other than home. I feel like it's easier to meet Natalia's needs at home in a more relaxed environment, but I just need to be more easy going, which I am working on.

Right now we are at my parentals' house making lunch for the family (well Josh is cooking, I'm holding Natalia while she sleeps). Well g2g. Bye.