Hooray it's Thursday. It wasn't until I got home close to 4 and was laying on couch that I realized the week was almost over, tomorrow is Friday, and Josh will be home earlier. I was happy.Today was a day, I have no one word to describe it. The first part was a little stressful, the second part was peaceful/relaxing, the third part peaceful and more relaxing, and the fourth part will be great since Josh should be getting out class any minute and will be home. Even though the first part was hard today (I never want to have kids nine months apart), I know I'll get the hang of it. I'm grateful for the experience. The second part of the day consisted of going to my sister-in-law's to make hair bows (I made two roses which I love and secretly want to use them for myself, but don't want my SIL to be like , "Hey, those aren't for you." and I'll be like, "Um, we're sharing." I'm kidding, she wouldn't do that. I do want to make some for myself though.). It was so relaxing at my SIL's house. It was the break I needed. I had a really good time. I called Josh after and told him about it. I was surprised because I feel like my SIL and I actually have stuff in common. I remember before I had Natalia back to when I became a part of the Siddoway family I always felt like I had nothing in common with some of his family and it always felt a little awkward around them because I felt we never had anything to talk about, but today it wasn't like that at all. I don't know what I was ever thinking. So onto part three...Part three of my day consisted of us coming home, Natalia still sleeping, me making a dang good sandwich (huge accomplishment because since N was sleeping I could actually cook something that required effort and two free hands), me enjoying my dang good sandwich, me calling Josh to tell him about my dang good sandwich and seeing if he wanted me to save him half since there was only one egg left and two was needed to make it, Josh laughing, me eating peanut butter granola bars, and me napping on the couch in between feelings. Natalia and I napped together after her first feeding and it was super nice. Part four of my day is now. Josh just came home. He even brought home some SHERBET. I have been craving sweets like it's nobody's business. The times I have indulged it hasn't been worth it because all I taste is the fat or grossness. I feel like the contestants from The Biggest Loser when they are faced a temptation and most don't even think the food will be appealing anymore. This season a girl ate a piece of pizza and the entire time her hands were shaking because mentally her body knew it wasn't good for her and it wasn't what she was eating now to be healthy. She had to force the pizza down and thought it tasted disgusting after. That's sort of how I feel eating sweets, but I don't have a nervous breakdown in the process. I'm sure if I just gorged on fruit my craving would be satisfied, we just need to buy more because oranges, plums, or kiwis aren't cuttin' it. We need bananas. I finished our last one a few days ago. I love bananas.

Anyway, yesterday after josh was done with school we talked on the phone and I told him I wanted something sweet as I tell him every time we talk. I thought about Cold Stone, but I didn't want to spend the money unless it was accompanied by the watching of the recent episode of The Biggest Loser, but that wasn't going to happen. Tonight during our phone call I decided I wanted and could stomach sherbet. Mmm, I hope it's good. We are also hopefully going to watch The Biggest Loser. I love that show. Oh, so I'm grateful to have been out of the house today. When I came home it was apparent that the power had gone out sometime during the day because the microwave and alarm clock had reset. I wouldn't have wanted to be home with Natalia and not have power. Even if the power was out for a second, I'm stil grateful.

Another story: When I got on couch I spilled a lot of water from my hospital mug. My pants were soaked since I had sat in it. I was so tired though I just put the blanket over the wet part of the couch and slept in my wet pj pants.

I REALLY need to clip my fingernails. They are disgustingly long. I just haven't had time, but tonight maybe I'll get to it.I'm hoping this post will have spaces inbetween the paragraphs. I noticed yesterday's post didn't. I'm posting from the IPad since my laptop has been out of commission for weeks) and it didn't post right yesterday.